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WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
8:33

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self absorbed post

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now i have to eat dinner and do geog hw
hahahah
joce's isnt gg school tmr !! ))):
booya.
gonna be so alone. gahh sdifh ksdhfsdhf

bye


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
7:52

100107
phone talk.

HOHOHO
I KNOW WHAT PHONE I WANT ALR
:D

SONY ERICSSON K610i
:DD
in red
hahahhaha

omg like so cool
actually i dont really lyk sony ericsson's designs
i prefer motorola
hahhaha
but motorola functions all damn shitty

SONY ERICSSON MORE PRO !!
hahah

you know people in my class
always send songs to one another
and theyll be like, oh my phone no more memory alr.

then i'll ask, your phone how much memory ?

the answer will always be lyk,
" Oh, like 256/512 MB, very little"

You wanna know how much memory my phone has ?

6968KB, thats how much

YES. THE MOTOROLA PINK RAZR
fucking pretty, fucking lousy.
:D

I have this trend of buying bimbotic phones.
before this i had the nokia 7260, which is like seriously cool, with its maze-y keypad
but
NO MP3, LOUSY CAMERA, AND LITTLE MEMORY

-.-

anyway
ive made up my mind !
Come April, i'll be getting a new phone
AND,
I promised myself and everyone who can be bothered to listen to me that

1) I will not get a bimbotic phone anymore.
2) I'll be smart and do check out the other phones in the market first before deciding ( Like when i got my pink razr i told my mom," I want the pink one.")

THEREFORE, i will not regret again !!
See, with a k610i 1GB memory, people cannot laugh at me again.

"sniggers sniggers, six megabytes only"

That will never happen again, whahahah.

Sadly that will only take place in april
4MORE MONTHS !!!!! ):

I WILL WAIT
I WILL BE PATIENT
maybe by then there will be even nicer phones
and ill hv nicer phones than all of you WAHAHHAHAH

okay -.-

Why not the Z610i ? you ask
i wanted the pink one a long time ago, until recently i saw some people carrying it and it kinda lost its appeal to me. ):

Its okay if i dont get pink. Red is hot. :D





WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
5:14

090107
I wished i was blonde.

THERE IS STILL LOVE IN THE WORLD AFTER ALL

Ana Julia Torres is my idol

:D

okay so i didnt blog ytd
school was school
yeah
so
after that went to yishun w jiayi
ate
then went to yoga class
damn cut today
:D
i glowed !! hahahha

(Digression: you know veronica from the Archie comics says she doesnt sweat, she glows. So from now on, i shall GLOW too :D)

ahhahah
yeah
then went with sugar to lot1
walked around
DRANK MY COKE :D
YEAH BEST BEST
hahahah sugar left
met kelyn and huiqi
watched night at the museum
I know i know

damn lag
but VERY GOOD
the movie
awesomeeeee :D !!!
yeah went home

TODAY
im happy cos gohshumin gave me the form to drop physics hahhahahha
yayyyyyyyyy

i know im supposed to be sad about it but.

HAPPY !!!!

nothing to blog much today. hmmm

oh yeah
hung out with jiayi just now
damn funny
we laughed at Katherine again
lmao wtfffffffffffffffffff :DDDD


In the years to come
will you think about these moments that we shared



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
7:24

070107
For all these wounds to really heal
Tell me this is not really real

Fallen through
Why did I fall for you
Fallen for
All the lies, alibis, that you said
Left me holding on by the last thread

Stop, stare, and watch me burn
Someday it'll be your turn
Can't fool me, I can see all the things
that you don't want me to see
You threw my heart away
That's the price that I paid
I know it's never fair,
promised me you'd always be there

But you never really cared



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:02

070107
What if you were just a facade ?

danggggg

went out to dinner at indoor stadium
took lots of pics
great shots know.

like red skies, heartshaped peanut and sharks fin.

tsk
butbutbut
phone cable screwed again )))):
TMD can
haiyah.

anyway
im cut tmr theres school AND i hvent finished chem. yay

i hurt myself by hurting you.


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:38

070107
the day the bad girl got good.

HEY
hahhahaha
im back !!
so like ytd damn spas
told brandon i wanted to use com
then fell asleep at 10
ahahhahah so lame
so i woke up at lyk 9
my FIRST ever on nonschool days
hahahhaha
so amazing

yeap.
so like ytd had flag day
so LOL
me, jiayi, pq, deb, siewhwee, chrys, janice took 100
supposedly to town
but we took from wrong side -.-
hahahahhah

eh i continue later ahhhah
gg out with oma now
bye


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yeah so like
we took 100 to until like, kallang before we realised
ahhaha
so cabbed down to town
yeah
went to taka
waited for shops to open :/
hahah
ate toriq and takopachi :DDD
things that make me flyyyyyyyy
hahahhaha

looked at the bags at taka's exbh
quite cool eh
i want a new school bag !!! ]:

yeah then went back to je to return the fugly donation bags
hahah

OH yeah then went serangoon with pq siewhwee and oli to kids club
ahhahaha

then ate with fee ben and this guy i forgot his name

hahaha
yeah then went to the kids things
like omg
i think i have maternal instincts
hahahahh

okay those i rmb
Roy this monster
hahha dig inside my bag
took my phone and mentos
and my LALA
piang ehh...
so like the kids were lyk running around with my phone taking photos of everybody -.-

so i like taught this autistic boy
louis i think
so at first when he first met me he kept holding his mom's hand
then after awhile another teacher cmae
and he held my hand !!! omg was lyk so touched (':

yeah i lyk chee wee hahahha !! so sunny

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haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
anyway
hahah
just went market with Momo
haah
cool eh
bought lots of stuff

yeah
later making chawan mushi :DDDDD
yay yay yays/
oh yeah i need to do hw
yeah lyk ffff.
):
school tmr again.
ffffffffffffffffffffffff.

PICTURES !!!

Dada& Momo's wedding anniv and newyrs eve :D
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Heartshaped eggs and smiley sausage

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toast with little crabs

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Father And Mother I Love You :D

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thats dada momo and sis
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Kimfong's birthday !!!
newyears eve night :D

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looks spas

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finally !!

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melted ice cream cake from swensens

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YAY !!!

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Random pic of shinchan chips

You didnt love me,
you loved the idea of loving me.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
09:57

070107
You didnt love me,
You loved the idea of loving me.

HEY
hahhahaha
im back !!
so like ytd damn spas
told brandon i wanted to use com
then fell asleep at 10
ahahhahah so lame
so i woke up at lyk 9
my FIRST ever on nonschool days
hahahhaha
so amazing

yeap.
so like ytd had flag day
so LOL
me, jiayi, pq, deb, siewhwee, chrys, janice took 100
supposedly to town
but we took from wrong side -.-
hahahahhah

eh i continue later ahhhah
gg out with oma now
bye



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
9:57

050107
you are so last year.

hey alll
ahhaha so like
skipped school today
haha

NEW VID !! HAHAHHAHA
kinda retarded so.
yeah
hahaha
but i like it [:
my hair nice right. yeah i know
LMAO AT MAVIS [:

anyway i love justin timberlake !!
he is lyk SO hot.

MY FAVE SONG EVERRRRRRRRRR !!!
yeah

talking to adrian now on msn
ahahha
im bored
ka
tmr got flag day
LYK OMGXZXZ my first flag day ever !!!
heh heh
at wisma
so drop by wisma to see me kkkk
buy food or smth
from 8-12
hahahhah

hmm maybe i'll go shopping instead heh

anyway
today went out with yvonne
von von !!!!
ahhahahha

yeah met her at yck
then went town
she damn bimbo
haha
bought an ebase halterneck
doughnut
and took neoprints !!
ahhah but my effing printer not working
so... cant scan and show yall
but i hv lyk 4 copies of neoprints i want to scan
NEW ONES
kkk lousy printer
hahahaha

yeah so bye !!!!
go wisma kkk :D

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i want this elmo tee ):

because
I CAN'T see us holding hands
walking on the beach
our toes in the sand



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:49

040107
i'll leave you behind, and pick up the pieces myself

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heyyyyy
yeah

oh yeah forgot to mention ytd
gohshumin shifted my seat to front row
im sitting with jocelyn [:
shiyan, jiayi, peiqi and i are all on the front row -.-

yeah
so today ...
OH YES !!
I SAW MR. X TODAY
OMGOMGOMG

yeah and i was late as a result. ]:
look caught me for my hair

L : your hair is too short to tie up, you have to go cut it at the salon and let it grow

Me : (thinking) I just cut my hair yesterday...

hahahha
so spas.
anyway
yeah

had english
LYK OMG IM EL REP AHHAHHA
i like mr. faizad [:
yeha and pe we ran six rounds
i ran with deb
lyk omg 16mins
from 12 drop to 16 hahahaha

yeah but halfway deb ran to the water cooler -.-
I thought she gonna throw up or smth
hahahaha

i dont lyk mr ****
damn gl can. grrrrrrrr
yeah

i dont really like our teachers this year
we had GLH for hcl, **** for math ( nah beh lah 4 years )
um actually the other teachers i kinda like them.
ahhahaha

yeah
so think im gonna cut class tmr
sia lah. [:

I STILL THINK MY HAIR IS VERY NICE.
hhahahah

after school ate with jiayi at yoshinoya

hahahhaha damn funny lah
cos the yoshi counter aunty was lyk the one jiayi asked for a McChicken from last time

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
the Catherine or smth
the moment we saw her name tag we laughed like siao
hahahha

after eating lagged there
talked about all kinds of rubbish.
hahaha

nothing much today.

-

I thought about us today
Because somehow, the us in the past hit me with a bang today
and i thought about how much have changed.
But then i looked back,
and i realised i have done so much for you
there is nothing else i could do
but you didnt care.
You weren't there when i needed you the most.
You werent there when i needed a shoulder to cry on.

You know what ? I've tried my best to be there for you everytime
Everytime you fell i tried to pick you up before you hit the ground
But i end up slamming into the ground instead.

You never realised, because i had a replacement. There wasnt a void where i left.

You wont as different from the rest as i thought you were.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
9:12

040107
BLACK MARIA.

Yeah
so like today was first day of school
i hate first days
seriously
hhahsdfklj fhdls f
damn boring

gohshumin's our form !!!! hahahah
oh yeah happy promotion mr chng !! :D
speaking of which, chng just called me

so yeah im dropping physics.
[:

after sch today went queensway with jiayi
ate laksa
took bus to yishun
went to my house
cut hair [:
YAY I LIKE MY HAIR.
hahah
it sorta looks short in front
and long at the back
Post pics up when i take them [:

-

I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am your daughter hiding my depression.
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like im fine.
I am a wisher wishing this life wasn't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide.
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:52

020107
School Of Scoundrels.

hey all
so lyk today went to northpt with mych
bought Alanta school shoes and adidas pink waterbottle
ahahha
i dont really lyk Adidas waterbottle cos they always leak

yeah but it was pink ! hahaha
anyway
took train with her
she went to hbrfront iwent to town
walked to pacific plaza
got textbooks from tiffywiffy
ahhahahah

yeah

nothing interesting today
oh yeah i think i hv cramps.
um. I 'think' because im not sure if theyre cramps, i didnt use to have them.

Fucking painful ]:
hahhh.

yeah so tmr school. dammit
i hate schoolllllllllllllll
and i hvent done any hw.
gonna get slaughtered tmr. ):



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
9:52

010107
lead me on.

hahhaah

yeah so just came home
went out to dinner at orchid country club (OCC)
damn good [:
hhahahahah

in the morning came home
flopped into bed and slept till noon.
hahahaha

Oma woke me up
all the aunties were lyk playing MJ. hahahah

yeah so
ken and kel came over
played daidee with my energy poker cards
lol
bathed then went out
hahahah

boo sch's starting soon.
i need new school shoes.
Ive only done one english compo
omg so dead please
howhow ??
aiyah fuck lah dont feel lyk doing.
Dang man.

He was a skater boy
she said see you later boy
he wasnt good enough for her



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
9:41

311206
A ending to a beginning

heyyyyyyyy
its the last day of 2006 !!! hahah

so like todays not gg to club
counting down with claud mych ken kel kimf amy
:DD

yeah and theyre playing rami AGAIN now
hahaha

in the morning woke up and made bkfast for Oma and Opa
:DDD
HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY OMA AND OPA !!

[[[[[:
yeah
hahaha
we lyk made heart shaped eggs and hotdogs
ahahah
yeah

So like after that went out with oma
Bought lots of stuff [[[:
bought a pair of Miss Sixty jeans
a pair of Fornarina jeans
A leather bag
pink wedges [:
hahahahhaa
spent lyk so much
hahaha

mych bought lyk 2miniskirts
ahhaha

oh yeah
and Oma bought this pair of heels with Swarovski crystals
damn ex
hahaha

and eh i have a cool bom pee pee mom !!hhahahahha

so she lyk bought MissSixty jeans also
damn hot
ahahhaha
super hipster
[:

yeah then cabbed home
and cabbed out to yishun
ate sakae sushi [:
hahahahaha
CHAWANMUSHI !!! lyk omg
hhahahaha
i love chawanmushi [:
and salmon wahhahaha

yeah so went popping for brand's books
yeah
was lyk feeling damn tired
hahaha

bought a miss.understood diary at precious thots
new planner [:
heh heh
okay now im gg to TRY to play rami too
lovelove, xoxo

everyone peace and have a happy new year !!
HELLO 2007 !!



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
7:40

311206
Im Blogtritic. (:

hahahaha

you know there was one time The Strait Times featured on blogs ?

ahahha i was so indignant at what they said about diaryland.

"Filled with cutesy cartoons and flowers and such" " kiddy" "meant for the younger bloggers"

I was lyk WTFFFFFFFFFFFF
diaryland very childish meh ?!

Yeah so the homepage have lyk
flowers, and um filled with pastel colors

but its really good. Diaryland i mean.

Why is Diaryland better than Blogger ?

Number One ! It doesnt lag and deletes entries lyk blogger does.

Number Two ! The coding is easier like instead of blogger's BlogItemblahblah its just %%ENTRY%% and blah.

Three ! Um. you can lyk anyhow edit your date. lyk the space where your date is you can type IAMHOT and hahahahah it appears on your date part.

Okay Diaryland isnt that good. It doesnt host pictures, it doesnt allow haloscan( Or its just my com being retarded), It had been accused of being 'cutesy' (grrr)

But i'm

BLOGTRITIC.

I stay faithful to diaryland ! :D

Thats why im not changing blog hosts !
hahhah okay partly it's because im lazy.

Anywayyyyyyy

Yeah watched death note, it was bad. ):
COS LIGHT DIED )))))):

fammit man. ):
I dont know what the hype's about L mannnn. hahaha.
He only looks good cos of eyeliner in the movie cannnnn.
If you watch One Liter Of Tears and you see him...

What Will Happen If A L Supporter Watches One Liter Of Tears

L supporter : OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT IS HIM OMFG OMFG OMFG ARE YOU SURE ITS HIM DID YOU LYK CHECK THE NAME AND SURNAME AND HOROSCOPE OF THE ACTOR I DONT EFFING BELIEVE ITS HIM OMG OMG

-five mins later

L supporter: OMGOMGOMG SO ITS HIM ?! OMG. I CANT BELIEVE I WORSHIP SOMEONE SO SCARY. I SHALL SUPPORT LIGHT FROM NOW ON :D

Imagine that. [:
Then Light will have many many supporters and fans !! ahahha :D

( Actually, I already know it wont happen. Claud watched One liter of tears and she still loves L. The world is crazy. )

yeah. big digression.
anyway

watched death note with kim kimf amy claud at west mall

then cabbed back to clauds
she mapled -.- while i watch some andy lau old movie and step up
hHAHAHAH OLD MOVIES ARE LYK SO CORNY

hahahahah
damn funny
big hair, big dresses and big specs
hahahahhaah

step up is nice i agree. just that the dvd claud bought was screwed and the images were lyk 5mins before the audio

like you see the guy talking
and 5mins later you hear what hes saying
fun huh
hahaha
but the dance parts were lyk really rad.

hahahah
yeah so we woke up at ten
ate bkfast
then followed claud and ma to chinatown
they did facials
while ma was doing i went OG with claud
and while claud was doing i went OG with ma
ahhahaha

anyway
met mych
hahaha
yeah then we went town
met kimf and amy
ahahaha

yeah then shopped
i bought another new shirt !!
It says
treat me lyk an angel &
I'll be your devil

HAHAHHAHA okay it sounds so slutty
tokky is gna call me ho again
lol

were lyk browsing through the rack when i met xinyi and mich
hahah
they were lyk MAVIS !! ahhahah
yeah then were lyk STILL browsing
and they came to find me again
-.-
hahhahaha
i lyk all the shirts what.
Im waiting for the princess one to come out so i can lyk get it :D
hahahah

Yeah ate at Crystal Jades
damn long man the queue
yeah
so lyk ate alot
hahaha
and laughed alot
haha

after shopping ate at the kopitiam behind cine
the satays again !!! :DDD
damn nice
hahahah
then ma suddenly was lyk eh see if may is revealing her ass
hahahhaa
-.-
she say the yalam guys behind were lyk
staring
-.- gross

cabbed home with amy
the taxi driver damn weird

Im choking on my uncle's smoke. omg.

Oh yeah smth totally random
I WANT TO GO BLONDE.
and oh yeah my black hair does lyk blue sometimes. On good days.


You dont tell me youre going to hv surgery
and then give me 20missed calls from your house no half an hour later.
Im not as stupid as i look, okay.




WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
1:20

291206
Fever running high,
You will never be the same again

LOL
hahaah
i just realised peiqi isnt looking at the camera at all in the vid
hahahaha damn cute lah she
hahahahah

anyway new avatars ! >>>
and i made a new one for claudia
yay later watching death note2 and stayover
hahaha

RYAN IS A MANSLUT. LALALA.

oh yeahyeah !!
my daddy went to the zoo with brandon
LOL
so corny
i want go zoo too
some other time. [:

Some people say im hard to tame
They know that trouble is my middle name



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
4:40

281206
If only life was like that.

lucky stop for you bored people at home

yeah im blogging twice i know that.
haha

this is gonna be like so egoistic but i

FIND MY BLOG REALLY INTERESTING

is it just me or is it everyone ?
Do you find your own blog interesting ?
like reading it is lyk so fun [:

anyway
hahah

Was just thinking

Cos of some couples
counting down to 100 days, or even 1000 days -.-

I realised i never could. ):
Out of so many relationships, my longest lasted for 2months.
Yeah the bestest two months :D

But. twomonths is lyk 60 days ?
im still 40 days short ]:

Look im trying okay. Is not like im not.
I even tried bgr abstinience for lyk six months.

Did it work. ?
No, sadly.

Its so bad. ):

If only love could be lyk a techno song,
or a cheesy barney song
or a sweet elmo one
):

Like
i love you, you love me, we are happy family

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me

See ? damn easy.
If only life was lyk that.

Oh God i think im a commitment probe.

gahhhhh.
I always say to my friends, or to anyone present that those stuff that couples write or do " is lyk friggin corny"

But well, at least they get to be corny.

I AM NOTHING !!
ah frig.
hahah
im such a effing failure mannnnnnnn.

People cry when they break up.
I go on with life as if nothing has happened.

I think im the weirdest.

anyway
im kinda pissed.
cos youtube's search engine is effed up now and i cant watch elmo.
Dammit.




WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:36

281206
Come back to me.

omgzzzzzzz
new video
hahahah

i think we look damn spas
hahaha
anyway watch for entertainment value kkk

Dang man didnt go to momo. ]:


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:15

27.12.06
Your lies are so old they spin a web.

dang man
i cant type using on scn keybrd now
so -.-
photos only kkkk
so dumb clickng away

OH YAY CAN ALR.
LOL

yeah today went to orch w sugar to study
do hw
haha
galilee's tea freeze sucks
yeah

then went to sugar's house
dyed my hair black again ):

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hello lolitha gorgy :D
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i just realised i sound so teahn in the vid ):

hai yah i v sad alr.
yeah
):
thanks wanleng btw lovelove [[[[:

anyway lots of photos

XMAS EVE'S EVE
with tooters minus chrystal

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XMAS EVE
at claud's with everyone [:

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Present ceremony lol

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Ken with dad
Theyre both damn drunk

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Best ever [:
(i thought everyone would be holding their presents, in the end i was so extra -.-)

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Us with gram

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No not mj, rami

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Log cake !

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Black hair is cool okay. [:





WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:20

261206
Will you catch me when i fall. ?

omg lyk today is my suayest day EVER.
lyk ever okay.

so like went to causeway with ben
walked around
he bought me an elmo balloon [:[:
hahahhaha

so cute okay.
yeah then ate kfcs
took bus back to yishun
went home
ahhaha

anyway yeah
lyk i came home ?
and i stepped on sushi's poo ?
lyk wth ?
and then lyk i cooked instant porridge ?
and lyk i spilled the porridge on my hand and scalded myself ?

ALL WITHIN A SCARY FIVE MINS OKAYYY

dang man.
hai.


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Elmo !! [:

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elmo loves mavis

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texting shan makes me feel so much better. dont feel as awful [:

Its time to let go.


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:47

261206
We may be too little too late.

hey all.

yeah
so merry christmas.

yeah just came home
was at marina square with wl, shar, junhao and edison
yeah
met sharry at city hall
sorry girl was so late
yeah

wl jh and edi went to watch movie
so like me and shar went to walk around
their mango/topshop/zara sucks.
got miss selfrige though :DD
haha

then went to eat at xin wang hk cafe
my faveeee
waited for lyk one hour for them
then ate
now i owe wanleng lots of moolahs.
siannnnnnnnnn

This christmas sucks.

dipsy just texted me [: lyk omg how long nv see him alr

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cotton candy machine
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i love candy

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mavis and shar [:
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us again at dxo

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mavis and xinyi at swayz

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mavis and shar before swayz.
my dress nice right kkk

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mavis and wanleng

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I hate you.
You make me hate you
the next second
i dont know what to do
every word breaks my heart
but i cant bring myself to leave
not when so much of me is in you
you made me cry i fucking hate you.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
12:40

261206
Are you so caught up in your dreams that you are ignoring the magic of your life?

hey all
hahaha

so like im at claud's house now
ahahha

merry christmas everyoneeeeeee
hahaha

just now damn lame
like
no radio station/tv/anything counting down
so like we were lyk past 12
then me and claud went 5 4 3 2 1
then we pop the champange
-.-
so lame
lyk past the time alr
cos ernie lynn kim kimf mych xiaogu and everyone were playing rami
lol

ahhaha
anyway
yeah

ytd went to eve at dxo
before that had tooters 'bonding'
LOL
so evil can they all
make me pay
im lyk the poorest can
):
anywya
ahhaha
met them at causeway
bought the ingredients
then they went face shop
bought stuff
went to wanleng's house
yeah

then cooked the stuff
so lyk me and pq were slacking
then jx and deb cook
haha
yeah
then wanleng came back we ate
then changed
fetched sharry from bus stop
then took train

hahaha
lyk damn rushed
cos xinyi and mich alr there
and dirisa said that she will be leaving soon
so we rushed
aha

reached dxo round 11
so many friggin people
yeah

got tix from lydia instead
then met xinyi and mich and pearlyn
yeah
and went to queue while they went to eat

so lyk
when we were queuing
damn funny
we saw the same bunch of xxxxz
lol
WEARING THE SAME CLOTHES THEY WORE TO SWAYZ
wtf
ahahhaha

yeah
then there were lyk two twits talking about twits
-.-
and they effing blew the smoke into our faces lah
lyk xxx
dang man

got in
yeah
put our bags and stuff
got our drinks
then went to danceflr to find xinyi and mich and pearlyn
yeah
so danced
hahahha
yeah

damn fun kkk
were lyk mich xinyi pearlyn me sharry and _
ahhaha
she say cannot write.
anyway
friggin hiong i love ma frens.

oh yeah i can speak in black !!
lyk
ma brudder
hahahha
and ya dang man, sista

okay digression
haha
so lyk damn funny
was lyk dancing with xinyi
then saw this cute guy in a gay white singlet and jeans
but he damn hot lah
ahahhaha
okay stfu mavis

then he was lyk asking me to dance with him
hahaha
GOT ACCENT CAN.!!!
LYK WTF.
omg i sound lyk a spg, but whatever lah
ahhahaha
damn cute
hahaha

BUT.
he dance ah. okay. a bit. weird.
okay fine slightly ghey
hahahahha
couldnt stand it then danced with xinyi again
hahah

but lyk wtf so wasted man so cute but so.
hahahahha
NVM.
anyway

after that we went out
lagged and stuff
when we came back saw him again ahhahaha
then he was lyk asking if i was under 18.
lol.
okayyyyyyyyyyy.
yeah

so round near 3 we were lyk damn thirsty
wnet out looking for drinks

then
omg saw this girl
drunk i think
damn scary
cos lyk 6 people were restraining her on the floor
she was lyk screaming

yeah
friggin scary.
so lyk we found this provision shop !!
damn happy lol
got our drinks
i lyk drink two cans
hhahahhahaha
pffft

then went back
me and _ got separated from the rest
hahah
then we just danced lo.

Oh yeah saw melissa from irn
hahahhaha
damn hot lah she
sexy mama.
LOL
still as siao char bor as everrrrrr :/
then her friend was lyk
"Mavis ? oh i think i read your blog before. you have a blog right "
-.-
hahahha
lol

oh yeah
that stupid eugene ah
walked past him nv say anything
then called me and say i walk v fast
-.-
haha
keep seeing him at dxo
lol

and when we were lyk leaving
he lyk ruffled my hair la
nevermind eugene you wait :D

yeah.......

then took our stuff
lyk my wallet missing lah
ffffff.
damn scared cos ive got two ics inside
then went back
the ahbeng at the counter damn funny
hahaha
i was lyk I LOST MY WALLET !!!
then he was lyk OH THE STRAWBERRY ONE IS IT !!
friggin embarrassed D:

yeah
so relieved
haha
then we lyk waited for bus
xinyi mich and pearlyn took nr6 and left
then we waited for our buses
AT 6PLUS.
damn sian diao.

went to 7elevens bought my noodie snack !!
hahahhah
then we ate
left for _'s bus
then went to the toilet at marina sq on the way
LYK WTF WTF WTF
LOTS OF FRIGGIN BLOOD IN THE SINK CAN
AND SANITARY PAD AND DIAPER -.-
damn gross
eew

left and went to wanlengs house
slept
woke up and went home
hahahahah

thanks sugar for letting us stayover kk
:D
and yourmom super nice can bring mattress for us
:DDD

yeah
so
came home
went out with mom and mych again
to causeway
mom wanted to collect the ham she ordered from jack'splace
hhahahah

so like we walked around first
bought handbags :DDD
hahaha
mom says she sharing the guess handbag withme
-.-
hahahha
okay

oh yeah i bought suspenders too
red ones :D
hahaha
yeah

then went home and came here.!! [:

baby little muffin
i was so effing scared when you said you were in hospital
dont do things lyk taking 100panadols can
its really really scary
when im angry i ignore you
but i didnt mean for you to do stupid stuff lyk that.
i love you like how elmo loves his crayons :DD




WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
1:47

221206
Together we've built a wall

hello all
yeah

so lyk i just came back from lynns
yeah
so went to gram's first
great time with her
[:
yeah
then ate dinner
i ate many pink riceballs.!!
ahhahahhaa
yeah
so
then went to lynns
played w nat and nicole
yeah then came back
hahahahh

i hate you
for the entire day you only lyk bothered to text me once
and it was lyk so cold
lyk wtf lah
everything also dont want to tell me
then bad mood
fuck lah i hate you.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:33

221206
Theres no reason left to try.

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

yeah.
so like ytd went to yishun to meet ben
then were at the bus interchange
talked to him and stuff
then went home.

later will be gg to gram's house for dinner.
i miss her so much.
gram always makes me feel better.
):

tooters gathering tmr !!! :D
and maybe dxo
hahahhaha
yay
love love.

imtryingtobehappy.


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
1:48

211206
I can have another you in a min

hey
just now went to northpt
to get xmas presents
yeah
but presents for the exchange
yeahhhhh

just now was lyk talking to ryan on msn
hahahah damn cute lah
ahhaha
ryan the manslut (((((:

im effing angry with you okay.
Damn man.




WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
7:46

201206
Swayz at dxo

hey all
hahaha

so like
ytd went to swayz at dxo
haha
good party
alot of _ and _ yeah but still.
haha
good company

in the morning met sharry at je
then borrowed maria's ic
thanks girl ! :D
yeah and then went to disturb debbra
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spas her with her new brandless bag
hahahah

yeah
so changed there and left

damn fxxking
rain for lyk so many days can.?
frigging eff. ):
yeah.

Then we took train to town
walked around for a bit to kill time.
then took train to city hall.

walked around esplanade
cause didnt want to go into dxo that early
yeah
so like, we saw the wish thing on the singapore river
so we went to write our wishes too happily :D
hahaha

i wrote like a lot.
haha
" MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR"
then heart heart heart
" RJC ARTS STREAM FOR ME "
lol
hahaha
then drew alot la
but shar damn hiong sia.
Draw tiger !!
OKAY i forgot what she drew.
some fierce animal lol.

then we went outside dxo
texted vic then she asked me to find jordus for tickets
then jordus was lyk v late
we waited quite long

saw xinyi and michelle
then talk awhile
they walked around
me and shar were lyk waiting for jordus
damn long
and we nearly died -looks at shar
hahahhahahahahah

yeah then shar saw her friend linus
then we got our tickets from him
TEN BUCKS :D
hahahah

went in
aye quite boring.
i dont get ska.
i just.. dont.
hahaha
then lagged aroudn

idrank michelle's whiskey
ha one sip only la.


oh yeah yeah !!
haha
junchuan texted me
ask me where i was
then i was lyk " in front of the bar"
then i turned around and saw him walking past
called him
then he saw me
haha

then junchuan asked me to go over
i was lyk ??
yeah then i followed him with shar
and then baby jumped out !!
hahahah
he was lyk surprise !!!
then i was lyk omg hahahhaha
hug him and stuff
hahaha
aww :D

like he told me he wasnt coming lah
(:

haha then talked to baby's frens and stuff
left him with his frens
was lyk standing with xinyi and mich
damn boring

then close to 12 we went to the ladies
ahha so like mich shar and me were lyk sitting on their counter
damn bored.

suddenly avril's song played and i was lyk
how come the band's playing avril ?
lol
hahahha
the bands finally finished !!!
hahahah
and so we headed out
yeah
danceflr opened
so we went down
quite fun
music sucked initially
but good company rules. [:
damn hiong man xinyi mich and shar
hahahh
damn cute
danced alot.

XINYI IS A SLUT. -smiles
hhahhaha
bet shes lyk damn happy.
hahahah
cos she got her eyecandy's number
haha
we were lyk pushing her towards him
hahahha

and yeah
there was this mr. Friction.hahha
damn friggin gross
he was lyk grinding mich
for damn long
then we couldnt shake him off
and cos i was lyk dancing with mich
i faced him directly
so i was lyk
smiling in a -can-you-eff-off kinda smile

AND GUESS WHAT
he smiled happily back at me
LYK WTFFFFFF
i was lyk stunned
lyk hahahhahaha
somemore twice sia. :/

after that mich said that he grinded her so much thers friction and her jeans got hole :)))))


party ended round 4
then it was lyk still raining
-.- eff.
damn cold
our feet hurted lyk siao
so we walked barefooted to 7elevens
damn painful > ))):
yeah
then i shared drink with shar
haha
EFFING COLD CAN
LYK RAINING
AND BIG STRONG WIND.
wah lau.

then xinyi mich shannon cabbed home
waited with shar for ben and his fren
haha
yay baby makes me feel safe :DD

but kinda pissed at him though.
aiyah forget it.

went to bukit batok macs
sia lah.
so many retarded people go there before 7 to eat IN GROUPS. :/

anyway
yeah.

i love good partying. (:

i love you baby !! [:

bye people.


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WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
8:21

181206
yoga nitra !

bzzz

haha yoga was okay today
quite fun
i did the weird pose today
yay for 20secs.
(:

oh yeah
tmr need to get grace's ic for shar
and book sushi's boarding i think
tmr gg dxo !! :DDD

hee hee
and i need to get xmas gifts ):
crap.

nothing interesting today
ha ha ha.
oh yeah ben got 8pts for his results.
Is that good or bad. ? no idea.
hahahhaha

bye


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:11

171206
Why do all good things come to an end ?

hey all
met benny at yishun
was late hahaha cos oma forced me to eat her porridge before gg out
aiyah i happily eat damn nice (:

anywya.
hahaha
took bus to tampines mall
bought winnie the pooh balloon and plushie for matius
ahhahah
couldnt find my elmo balloon )))):
damn sad cannnn ))):

anyway
went to bens house
haahha
so many people
oh yeah
bens bro matius damn cute
lyk super super super cute
can bang head and still smile that kind of cute
ahhahaha
so adorable !!
but he damn scared of me -.-
):

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY MATIUS :D

oh yeah. He damn cute lah
ben always :
Matius how old are you today ?

Matius : -smiles TWO !! :DD
lol
damn cute
then there was this one time
ben was lyk talking to him
then he smiled at me
ahahhaha once only lah but still
damn cute.!!!!
so adorable
i want a baby too xD

haha
then went home
was raining
ahhaha

ytd didnt get to play o2jam.
poooo

byebye




WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
10:28

171206
Changi kills me.

heyyyy
yeah just came back from godmom's mom's funeral
she struggled with cancer. ):
I thought she passed away peacefully in her sleep.
but Oma said that she was fightign cancer when she left.
):

anyway
today wasnt really good
For all the places that we could go to celebrate oma's birthday, opa had to go to

CHANGI.
what a fxxking place.
damn.
the moment he drove past the campsite
i feel this sting
and it felt so bad i covered my eyes.

):
Anyway, the food was good.

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juon !
ahahhaha

we are spas.
anyway... finding ic for sharry now
OH THAT REMINDS ME
debbra bra bra is backkkk !!!
yayness
hahahahah
PRESSIES !!! :DDD



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
12:21

161206
Silent Christians are still christians

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Wanleng's house

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Ka chiao her

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Pretty lashies ![:
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Artistic lol.

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What we were lyk super overdressed for the musical but whatever lah ahha

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Girlfriends

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While waiting for mych hahaha
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aiyah lazy to blog
ahhahah
anyway the magic of love was good
better
the previous time priscilia didnt show her son
woah look damn mixed. [:

Anyway.
I have rantings !!
but wait.
before i digress
ha ha
today was lyk supposed to meet lionel bestfriend and sugar to study at causeway
but i woke up at 12

sms
me: Omg i just woke up
wanleng: omg i nv go dental !

hahahahha wtf.
we were lyk supposed to meet at 12 at town
but i woke up at 12 and smsed sugar
AND WOKE HER UP LOL
hahah

then was supposed to meet ben to get his lil bro's present
but its Oma's birthday
must celebrate with her
[:

anyway yeah
First of all i must say
Im a christian.
loud and clear. okay.

Yes i admit i dont go to church regularly, but there are thousands of people who are buddhists
but are not vegetarian and do not go to the temple regularly.

Therefore, i'm a silent christian.

"Those who believe in God will be saved. "

I believe.

NOT
" Those who believe in God and go to church every week even though it takes you 4 hours to get there and back and rectify every action that you do to God will be saved. "

Okay, so i dont go to Church so often. I dont carry my Bible around, I dont get split ends and then thank God that i wasnt bald. In any case i dont hv split ends but.

But then i believe in God and i also believe that He loves me.

Isn't that right ?
God loves all of His children, not just that those staunch christians innit ?

There was once this story
A christian pastor was praying in a church when he heard God talking to him
He said, " My son, go carry a bowl with water filled to the brim and walk one round around the field outside, taking care not to spill any of the water. "

The pastor did as he asked, and took great care not to spill the water.

When he returned, the pastor said to God
" My Lord, i have done as you have asked. I am faithful to you dear Lord. You are always on my mind. "

To this God replied
" My dear Son, when you were walking around the field trying not to spill the water, in your mind all you were thinking of is how not to let the water stay unspilled and intact in the bowl.
To this i compare, the farmer working at his field, threshing at his wheat day after day, i can see in his mind
I exist; in every minute, every second i am on his mind, he is thinking of me, he is thanking me, he is loving me.

he does not go to church, but compared to you my son, he is more faithful to me then you will ever be. I am on his mind for every second of his life. "

I repeat, i do not go to church regularly, i do not understand why Christians are not allowed to read harry potter, I do not understand many things.

But i cannot stand it when certain people criticise me for what i am doing. ( or not doing.)

So what ? Some people go to church for the sole reason of socialising, for enlarging their circle of friends.
at least im not guilty of that you know.

I also dont speak badly of other christians lyk
" How can she call herself a Christian ? She doesnt even go to church every week. "

But HAHA, sorry ho.
I dont go to church yeah, but i also dont bitch about my friends to other friends, i dont point the finger at people's backs and think that theyre that retarded to not know, i dont bitch about my pri school friends who i havent seen for 5years.

But you know what ?
Despite my many faults, im still better than you. Cause at least i know theyre my faults.
You however, are totally clueless.

so you should lyk go slap yourself or smth.
OKAY.
i dont remember you, oh wait yes i do.
You left me out on outings, you bitched about me while i was going through depression when we were in pri 4.
You made me feel so down, so lost
But i was really grossed out by you though hahahah

And when you left when pri4 ended, i remember feeling so happy and relieved.

Yeah its a small world, we meet again.

At least im civil okay. I dont bitch about you because its been 5years since we spoke, but i see no sense in you bitching and criticising me when you havent known me for years.
In pri 4 we didnt even speak much for crying out loud la.

Stop being so mean can.
I never even done anything to you OKAY.
So you should lyk stop your mean acts.
Stop it.
End.
Okay.

Please la remember pri4 ? YOU WERE THE MEANO PANTS OKAY.
LYK SO MUCH PLEASE.
pri4 iwas lyk so quiet cos i going through depression

Stop it la.
And you should stop pointing the middle finger at people's backs too.
Because

1) They cant see, which sort of, um, defeats the purpose

2) You shouldnt gesture that kind of filth with the same hands that you use to touch God. ( Hendy say no filthy words with the same mouth used to praise God, same logic lah. )

Its been a long entry,
and stop thinking that youre some high and mighty, because, well youre not.

No offence to any Christians out there.
I repeat, i'm a follower of Christ too. silent, but still.

( At least i dont use God as an excuse. )

Shit that wasnt supposed to come out.
BUT IT SURE FELT GOOD.
ahhahahah

anyway.
happy birthday Oma. (:
And thank you lord Jesus for giving me such a wonderful mom, even though shes kind of bimbotic and mean at times.
Oh and thank you lord jesus for loving me despite my many mistake.
Amen.



WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
3:11

141206
If i wrote you a symphony

LALALA.
wah lao
damn tired now la.
anyway
went to school for dental
then the bus not there
lol damn spas

anyway
went town
had triple c at chippys :DDDD
yay yay yay

damn long day actually
lyk we went many places
but very fun (:
WASNT IT SUGAR ? > (:

yay
so we lyk saw olivia at bugis
ha ha
she damn cute huh wear couple outfit with her friend
haha

walked around
wanted to do manicure
but bought fake nails instead
and diamente eyelashes
(:

OKAY FINE SO IM LYK SUPER BROKE NOW
):
eff man i get so paranoid when im not secure financially.
i always lyk what if i need to take cab ? what if i lost my ezlink card ?
what if i saw pink stuff ? ):

dang man.
urgh.

Everythings falling into place


WE CAN MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER
11:17

141206
eleven days to christmas

hey boo
ha
just came back from town with sugar
hahah

met sugar after her dental
haha
pretty sia no more braces !
But she'll have to put a retainer soon AHAHHAHA
okay im lyk so mean (: yay (:
ahahah

We went to fareast to lyk pick up her scottish dress after alternation
damn cute aha
i want a pretty dress too ):

Then oh oh i bought my yuanyang thing again
YUMYUM DAMN FRIGGIN NICE.
HA

my train of thought is lyk in fragments now so my blogging is kind of incoherent but.
haha

fra lala la
walked around
I SAW LYK A FRIGGIN PRETTY BABYDOLL DRESS AT ZARA LAH
heehee
i will buy it by hook or by crook wala !
:D

oh yeah
so we were lyk damn looking for my black eyeshadow
many brands dont carry it
so finally bought red earth's.
yay yay yay [:
oh yeah
so we were lyk at cine's esprit
SO MANY TOURISTS
i mean
so many RICH tourists

me and sugar were lyk kiap between two groups of tourists

in front of us were lyk hongkees ( hongkongers)
they had lyk three friggin baskets full of clothes
on the floor

Its that kind of green-plastic-ntuc-kind baskets okay
THREE
piled